StreSSsssss

I'm so stress-full.

Ya, is full of stress in my current lifestyle.

I'm waiting a hope to me,

but hope didn't email back to me.

I rather call than email right?

Anyway,

I think I should forget this hopeless hope.

I really want to escape from this crowd.

I want to vagrant travel at strange country.

Nearest is Thailand, further is South America.

or

I should stay at Tioman one month?

City is too big and too crowd and too mess.

I just don't know why

I feel bored with my current lifestyle.

I started feel strange with people around me,

is really hard to communicate with them,

because I felt that everyone is double-faced person.

Even though your origin intention is simple,

they can twist it and make a noise behind you.

I just feel bored with this F life.

Why can't the life be simple?

Honest from heart,

"She is a hypocrite"

I just feel bored with too much guessing

too much noise

too much "cool water"

I want a silent,

I need a silent,

I hope a silent.

Don't tell me useless rubbish,

Don't twist my intention,

Don't think you are "a worm inside my stomach"

Just don't disturb my personal space.

I'm stress with new coming lifestyle too,

how can I earn money?

what should I work?

how can I achieve my dream?

I'm consider old in teen generation,

so called young adult,

is too old to learn something,

I knew it,

because I'm not born with a silver spoon in mouth.

I always tell other and myself is not too late to learn,

but I start wondering "Am I wrong?"

Someone told me I am too late to start.

I am confusing now.

Inject music into my blood, please!

I love music.

Everything can change,

but music is my life will last forever.